Purrgatory.

very nice..

2005-07-31T14:37:00.000+08:00

"Wake Me Up When September Ends"

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

you, wake me up when everything ends.

papa roach - scars

2005-05-24T18:39:00.000+08:00

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut. My weakness is that I care too much. And my scars remind me that the past is real. I tear my heart open just to feel. Drunk and I'm feeling down. And I just wanna be alone. I'm pissed cause you came around. Why don't you just go home. Cause you channel all your pain. And I can't help you fix yourself. You're making me insane. All I can say is. I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut. My weakness is that I care too much. And our scars remind us that the past is real. I tear my heart open just to feel. I tried to help you once. Against my own advice. I saw you going down. But you never realized. That you're drowning in the water. So I offered you my hand. Compassions in my nature. Tonight is our last stand. I'm drunk and I'm feeling down. And I just wanna be alone. You shouldn't ever came around. Why don't you just go home? Cause you're drowning in the water. And I tried to grab your hand. And I left my heart open. But you didn't understand. But you didn't understand. Go fix yourself. I can't help you fix yourself. But at least I can say I tried. I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life. I can't help you fix yourself. But at least I can say I tried. I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life.

2005-05-17T15:48:00.000+08:00

Green

You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.

Find out your color at Quiz Me!

boytabs

2005-05-15T14:18:00.000+08:00

Gerard Way (My Chemical Romance)
sana wag na syang mag death make-up.. mas ok!

from ate suzette's blog

2005-05-14T16:54:00.000+08:00

waaaaaw nasa list ako! una pa! enx enx!

click click > zane's filmick

sagot sagot! (di ako magaling mag-english eh tagalog lang ako)

1. Total number of films I own on DVD/video:
kung pati mga pinaburn eh mga 30

2. The last film I bought:
errm... Aishite Masu - pang project!

3. The last film I watched:
sa movihaus - a series of unfortunate events
sa tape - murder by numbers
sa tv - red dragon?

4. Five films that I watch a lot or that mean a lot to me:

1. old school - AHAHAHAHAAHAH! yun lang.
2. enemy at the gates - galing nang story! pati ewan basta pag nasimulan mo eh di kana makakatakas talagang tatapusin mo sa ganda!
3. 28 days later - parang di ako makahinga pag pinapanood ko yun ewan pero siguro yun yung dahilan kaya gusto kong panoorin.
4. LOTR - syempre iba ang feeling kapag nasa ibang mundo ka na saksakan ng ganda. gusto ko ring makipaglaban!
5. murder by numbers - gustong gusto ko yung character ni Michael Pitt dun (Justin Pendleton). idol!

5. To whom am I passing the baton? And why?:
* TRISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! +)

fiks.

2005-05-13T10:10:00.000+08:00

fiks!
Bo00000!
nyarrr!!
Boo!
=[
thanks to baz!!! galing!

Pinatubs

2005-04-27T12:39:00.000+08:00

angsarapsayasayamagdriveng4x4firsttimemagdrive!!!

Mt. Pinatubo piks

Views

Kay

Mt Maculot pahabol piks

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!

2005-04-20T19:49:00.000+08:00

http://www.ioncinema.com/beta/movie.php?id=2417 waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!

.

piksplus

2005-04-20T19:08:00.000+08:00

[sino ba tong 2 nageexercise]

such a strange.. numb...

2005-04-17T17:09:00.000+08:00

nakakahypnotizeyungdeftonesminervagaling!.
50pesoslangeachsaodysseyyungfollowing!:
smashingpumpkins-rottenapples.
robbiewilliams-escapology.
oasis-heathenchemistry
garbage-beautiful.
peteyorn-musicforthemorningafter.
silverchair-diorama.

lufeeet

2005-04-13T17:39:00.000+08:00

lufeeet talaga ng mga damit.

nakakita na rin ako ng Finton Coin (The Village). ganda nung hairdo!

2005-04-13T12:09:00.000+08:00

The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz

TO: Kung Hei

2005-04-12T21:38:00.000+08:00

oist KHFCC beach naman tayu! tsaka sarping!!! woohoo!! tas racing tau papunta sa gitna ng karagatan, 3 person each sarpboard! ayos diba! paunahan malunod!

tinie/vholly = paki ayos na po yung plan :D at berod na kaming lahat :D
mhean = wag kana pumasok.. beach na!

konan pics!

2005-04-11T16:33:00.000+08:00

coheed and cambria - blood red summer

2005-04-09T16:33:00.000+08:00

Faint white figures paint my sleep
please don't tell my secrets keep them hidden (you got it, you got it, you got it)
if the words that matter reach your face from floor
will you be wondering if, or (do I need what is given or honest)
does it cost me scarring if the words stay true
even number your nephew (I don't want it, don't want it, don't want it anymore)
and when the answer that you want
is in the question that you state
come what may
come what may
in a pain that buckles out your knees
could you stop this if I plead (you got it, you got it, you got it)
so destined I am to walk among the dark
a child in keeping secrets from (will they know what I've done in the after)
in the sought for matter when the words blame you
in a blood red summer I'll give you (I don't want it, don't want it, don't want it)
what did I do to deserve
what did I do to deserve
this? this?
wa oh wa ooooh
wa oh oh oh woah
what did I do to deserve
what did I do to deserve
this? this?

mga walang kwentang HOT AIR pics

2005-03-31T12:51:00.000+08:00

Hot Air Balloon Festival, Clark Field, Pampanga (February 17, 2005)
fresh from the air
ang layo ng kuha tsktsk..
cge lipad pa..
kodak moment ba?
lipad lang ng lipad..
si RED! cute yang eroplanong yan pag close up! hayup yang piloto nyan! IDOL!

we sleeping

2005-02-24T23:26:00.000+08:00

kip.. bay..

exchange.

2005-02-07T18:42:00.000+08:00

minsan talaga me time na willing na willing kang makipag exchange ng condition sa pet mo. nakaka-iyak silang makitang di maginhawa/maysakit pero paano kapag wala kang pera tas wala kang mahihingan dahil wala ring mga pera nasa paligid mo, kaya exchange nalang condition kaya lang di naman pede =[

NICER!!

2005-01-29T16:44:00.000+08:00

You almost always pick the best times,to drop the worst lines.You almost made me cry again this time.Another false alarm,red flashing lights.Well this time I'm not going to watch myself die.I think I made it a game to play your game,and let myself cry.I buried myself alive on the inside,so I could shut you out,and let you go away for a long time. I guess it's ok I puked the day away.I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way.And if you want me back,you're gonna have to ask. I think the chain broke away, and I felt it the day that I had my own time.I took advantage of myself and felt fine,but it was worth the night, I caught an early flight and I made it home. I guess it's ok I puked the day away.I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way.and if you want me back,you're gonna have to ask.nicer than that! with my foot on your neck, I finally have you,right where I want you (4X)I guess it's ok I puked the day away.I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way.and if you want me back,you're gonna have to ask.nicer than that! and if you want me back,you're gonna have to ask.nicer than thatNICER!!NICER!!

pinguin!

2005-01-27T19:49:00.000+08:00

namimiss ko na si 1100 o 1010 o 0011 ewan basta yung penguin sa harrison na pinaamo ni dom :[ u.u kamusta na kaya sila..

kamay ko yan!!! o kay dom pala yata +D

si 1100 oh!

1..2..3..100..

iswimiswim..

kamay ko na yan!!

madali silang hilayin pag nasa tubig +D

writing out names across the sky..

2005-01-24T18:19:00.000+08:00

I think it's safe to say, there's a place where we all stay
There's a time when we all know, it's a place where we all go
It's where we all came from
We play in the warmth and the light of the sun
Laugh so hard we cry
Walking high-wires across the sky

One more time around the world
Before I leave this place forever
So I can see your face again

Now I think it's safe to say, we'll see each other again someday
In a place where we all know, It's a place where we all go
It's where we all come from
We play in the warmth and the light of the sun
Laugh so hard we cry
Writing our names across the sky

One more time around the world
Before I leave this place forever
So I can see your face again
One more time around the world
Before I leave this place forever
So I can see your face again
It may be our last time together
One more time around the world
One more time around the world

dodgeball!

2005-01-11T19:48:00.000+08:00

sana araw araw PE! dodgeball kami! 100 pa grade namin! di pako tinamaan ng bola! blehh!

o.0

2005-01-09T15:45:00.000+08:00

if i could find you now things would get betterrrr
we could leave this town and run foreverrr

nasan kanaba Kip? saang sulok ka nanaman ba?

back2school

2005-01-08T19:50:00.000+08:00

I am back. wow first post sa 2005! Happy New Year! panibagong taon, panibagong buhay ulit.

gusto kong mag beach kahit malamig ang panahon +(

KHFCC - uhh yung events manager (vholly ahem!) pakiplano na sana yung swimming +)

pinaputok na plapla, nilasing na hipon, chichabits!

2004-12-30T19:54:00.000+08:00

kain kami (Kung Hei Fat Choi Club!) sa Gerry's Grill.. tagal naming nagusap kung ano oorderin... merong pinaputok na plapla (kawawa naman yung plapla..), nilasing na hipon (nainom pala sila).. at chichabits! (cornbits ba yan?).. sa wakas na ka order na rin.. pagkalapag lahat ng pagkain... me dumaang tsunami sa mesa namin.. buto nalang yung cirspy pata.. yung tuna belly papak papak nalang ang natira, at yung spareribs eh.. ay di ko na yata nakita un.. ung plato nalang nya.. in short binagyo.. tapos kape naman sa Coffee Bean.. naglaro naman kami dun.. kasi iba ibang kape mga inorder namin... so 9 kami (KJ kasi nung iba ayaw sumama!) halos nag 1-2-3 pass kami ng mga kape... waw halo halong laway.. blech.. Happy New Year! +)

Bukang Liwayway - sama ka naman sa next na lakad, di na kita nakikita tsaka yung visual basic at cd kunin mo na!!!.. +)
Shiela - bat di ka sumama, kainin ko na lang yung candy na bigay ko sana sayo.. teka sama naman ako minsan sa power up! sige sana naman eh medyo tumataba ka na rin +)

EAT MEAT AND DIE!

2004-12-28T14:26:00.000+08:00

new link added:

Thanks Jeneh! +)

peanut butter

2004-11-26T20:35:00.000+08:00

I taste like Peanut Butter.
I am one of the most blendable flavours; I go with sweet, I go with sour, I go with bland, I go with anything. I am practical and good company, but have something of a tendency to hang around when I'm not wanted, unaware that my presence is not welcome. What Flavour Are You?

hmm.. bakit nawawala yung up arrow dito? blah..

gauntlet adventurer

2004-11-25T15:00:00.000+08:00

I am a Gauntlet Adventurer.

I strive to improve my living conditions by hoarding gold, food, and sometimes keys and potions. I love adventure, fighting, and particularly winning - especially when there's a prize at stake. I occasionally get lost inside buildings and can't find the exit. I need food badly. What Video Game Character Are You?

rabbit.

2004-11-21T18:37:00.000+08:00

http://daemlich.net/2736 (nadiskubre ng isang kaibigan)
clik nyo yan! ang kyut nung rabbit! di sya green.. katuwa ung video!

Which HP Kid Are You?

blahhhh...

2004-11-20T17:42:00.000+08:00

Kip N Kay!

mga dagdag..

para kung may mawala man sa kanila eh may picture pa rin sila sakin ahehe.. =]

BISAYA ULIT!
sulti / ingon = sabi
hadlok = takot
hadlok ku = takot aku!
hadlok man na kaayu uy = nakakatakot naman nyan
tambok = taba
laki/lalai = boy
atik = loko (Atik ka! Atik lang! =D)
go-ol = go-ol
maldita/maldito? = sungit/taray
buang = baliw
kay = dahil (Kasi na tas Dahil rin pala ako.)
dagma = dapa
nadagma = nadapa!
naglayat = tumalon
maluoy mo tabangi ko para mahuman na among cd = maawa kayo. tulungan nyo ako para matapos na cd namin!
(EHDI
maluoy = maawa?
luot = awa?
tabangi = tulungan?
mahuman = matapos?
human = tapos?
among = namin?
)

You're a Nazgul! You're invisible. You're neither
living nor dead. Nice life. You like scaring
hobbits.
Which Villain In Middle-earth Are You?

brought to you by Quizilla

bongkag..

2004-11-19T23:44:00.000+08:00

naalala ko nanaman nung tinanong ko ke jeneh yung bungkag.. bong bongkag! ahaha.. atik lang!

Ham.

2004-11-11T15:16:00.000+08:00

This is for my zizter.. although medyo hindi exacto dun sa story yata na sinabi nya kasi di ko na masyadong maalala... Si Mara yung girl (gawa nalang ako bago yung talagang Mara!).. la lang.. pang mga prep.. mukhang lemming! blah.
click click! =>

The Evil Seed..

2004-11-10T20:10:00.000+08:00

Anak ng tokwa si BILLY BOYD (LOTR's Pippin) yung EVIL SEED sa "Seed of Chucky!". Sabagay kyut yung boses pero di EVIL! nandun din si wormtongue, Brad Dourif (na dating nag vovoice yata ke Chucky).

ub40 naman!

2004-11-10T01:25:00.000+08:00

itzzzz zwelv foti wan am! ka-ym ang mga kaibigang vampira/vampiro. ang saya kumanta ng reggae.

UB40 - Red Red Wine

Red red wine goes to my head
Makes me forget that I still need you so

Red red wine It's up to you
All I can do I've done
Memories won't go, Memories won't go

I have sworn every time
Thoughts of you would leave my head
I was wrong, now I've found
Just one thing makes me forget

Red red wine Stay close to me
Don't let me be alone
It's tearing apart, My blue blue heart

I have sworn every time
Thoughts of you would leave my head
I was wrong, now I've found
Just one thing makes me forget...

Red red wine Stay close to me
Don't let me be alone
It's tearing apart, My blue blue heart

Ziggy mode

2004-11-10T01:11:00.000+08:00

Ziggy Marley - Drive

who's gonna tell you when
it's too late
who's gonna tell you things
aren't so great
you know can't go on
thinking nothing's wrong
who's gonna drive you home tonight

who's gonna pick you up
when you fall
who's gonna hang it up
when you call
who's gonna pay attention
to your dreams
who's gonna plug their ears
when you scream

you can't go on
thinking nothing's wrong
who's gonna drive you home tonight

who's gonna hold you down
when you shake
who's gonna come around
when you break

I said you can't go on
thinking nothing's wrong
who's gonna drive you home tonight
you can't go on
just thinking that nothing is wrong
who's gonna drive you home tonight

blahh.

cristobal pics

2004-11-09T13:15:00.000+08:00

Cristobal pics galing sa haytechs na camera ni kuya Rommel:

kina whitey yung itim na aso.

Mang Pablo's gang.

boOoOoOoO!

Mang Pablo's gang lumalamon.

no comment.

yeeheeeee! kelan ba kayo ikakasal aber?!

break muna.

ganda ba nung jeep?!

bisaya for beginners part 2

2004-11-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

kabalu = runong
o lagi = oo na!
dili pa ko mukaon = di pa ako kakain
nindot = nice
akua = akin
imu = sayo
iyaha = sa kanya
daghang salamat = maraming salamat
daghan = marami
kabalo ka = marunong ka
gamay lang = onte
gamay = onte/small
saba - ingay
samok - gulo
kulit = kulit
sorry = sorry
wasaylo = forgiveness
maayong buntag = gud am
maayons hapon = gud afternun
maayong gabii = gud pm
EHDI GUD- maayo?
walay = walang
damgo = bangungot
lakaw/mulakaw sa ko = aalis ako
kataw-anan = funny
di kasabot = di makaintindi
pero payts gihapon = pero ok pa rin
kay = kasi

KASI pala ako.

si Jeneh at Royceserv (Salamat senyo!) ang kabalo sa Bisaya (tama kaya?).

maganda pakinggan sakin bisaya kesa tagalog, ewan -]

devil's mountain

2004-11-08T21:38:00.000+08:00

hmmm pinalabas pala sa tv yung tungkol sa UST mountaineer na nawala sa Halcon pati na yung San Cristobal na Devil's Mountain daw sa Rated K yata (Yung show ko este ni korina) nung Sunday. Kaya siguro tinawagan ako nung Sunday dahil napanood yun ahehe.

Ang ganda nung camp, hamputeek! itzz a zwamp! anglamig lamig lamig lamig lamig lamig lamig lamig, para bang nagsnosnow na walang snowflakes. anlabo nung panahon, ulan araw ulan araw ulan and so on.. pinakamasaya yung socials kasi ang gugulo't ang iingay namin sa tent, di na siguro nakatulog yung isa pang group. pag lumabas ka pitch black talaga, boOoOoOoO! kaya pag ccr kami, ingat ingat baka biglang, uhhhh wala lang =D. ansaya talaga nung socials!

tas sabi pa nila na pag aakyat ka raw ng mt cristobal kailangan mapanood mo raw muna yung blair witch proect, eh nakupu! yun pa namna yung scariest movie para sakin!

isa pa, wag na wag tumakbo pababa lalo na pag Mag-isa!!!!!! lam mo kung bakit? Eto:

sina Josh, Pablo este Paolo hanggang kay Ilonggo Boy at Mikey (pagkabibilis!) nasa harapan ni Viv, tas ako nasa likod ni Viv, tas pinauna ako ni Viv, eh di gumigitna ako kay Viv at Mikey para magkakasunod pa rin.. tas nung huli nakikita ko pa sina Viv, Jeneh, at yung kasunod pa tas me time na d k lam kung mabilis na ba ako at naiwan ako mag-isa ehdi antay ako kina viv, hanggang sa di ko na naririnig sina Paolo gang, tas antay ulit ako kina Viv, wala pa rin! (yun pala nag stop sila) tas nagdedebate nako kung habulin ko sina mikey (eh parang anlayo layo layo na nila) o magstay ako dun kahit na nakakatakot na yung lugar at intayin sina Viv! ehdi takbo na! tumakbo ako ng medyo maraming minutes at hinahabol sina mikey gang! antagal buti nalang nag stop sila at nahabol pa rin, whew! katakot talaga. blahHh. sayang sana humingi ako nung macapuno candy ni Mikey, antagal tagal ko nang di nakakakain nun! wala man lang ako nauwi para sa aking pamilya hehe, next time nalang. *poof*

wala nang ka scab scab yung tato yey! Happy 16th Day!

Mt. Cristobal...

2004-11-02T18:11:00.000+08:00

naman! I'm going climbing again! This time I'll make sure my bag's light, otherwise I'll get lagged behind again.

!@#$%^&*()!

2004-11-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

CHUCKIE"S BACK! <-- click click!

i had a tattoo last last friday, a smashing pumpkins logo (with the cross not the heart). it's kinda fun. but now i have to save money for its removal, you know when my future work will require no tattoo =]

Lukas Haas as Dave Grohl?

2004-10-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

Si Lukas Haas rin pala cast ng LAST DAYS! cguro sya si Dave Grohl kunwari hehe.

Magkakaroon nako ng BULLY! DREAMERS! weeeee!

Hmm.. Sky Captain & the World of Tomorrow.. CUTE! yun lang!

The Gematriculator!

2004-10-13T19:20:00.000+08:00

Rate your site how good and EVIL it is!

http://purrgatory.blogspot.com is:
43% EVIL, 57% good

Pico Pico Pics!

2004-10-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

photos by ROMMEL ATMC (sya ba yung nagkwenkwento tungkol sa mt Cristobal?! di ko na matandaan ahehe)

napagod yata! hehe

si Nina at yung EXTREMIST! yata

syempre picture muna bago akyat!

sila!uhh, basta sila!

3rd trip!

gud am mga tsong!

sige kain lang.

mga duwende.

impake na.

haneff!

Bisaya for Beginners.

2004-10-07T21:49:00.001+08:00

AMBOT = ewan
IMO = sayo
kaya ambot sa imo = EWAN KO SAYO!
UNSA = ano/what
NGANU = bakit/why?
UNSAUN NA LANG NEH? = pana na to? (di ko lam pano naging ganun)

SAMUK = storbo
KAPOY = nakakatamad
MAN = e (hindi vowel, parang "eh?!" ng mga cavitenyo yata)
kaya KAPOY MAN = nakakatamad man

DILI = ayaw
DILI DIAY KO = ayaw ko
SABA = ingay
SABAAN = maingay

lapit nako maging expert~! =P

p.s. SALAMAT JENEH!

Bloody Muddy!

2004-10-04T17:24:00.000+08:00

PUTIK!
P-U-T-I-K (pi-yu-ti-ay-kay)
puhhteek para sa mga maarte.
mud sa mga conyo.
wet, soft earth sa mga environmentalists.
PUTIK ANG SAYA!

Pico de Loro (Cavite) my second climb. ganda ng bundok! kahit parang binugbog yung paa ko sa bigat ng bag wala pa ring sakit, bawing bawi! ganda pa nung grupo (mukha kaming mga hobbits! except for the clothes), may cabbage patch kid hehe (=] LESH), may "Tom Chaplin!" =)))))), may maliit may matangkad, may tahimik, may sobrang kulit, may mga laseng (mostly sa paglalakad kesa sa inuman), may Ilonggo?!, may BISAYA! I feel a sudden urge to learn BISAYA! may marunong ba dyan?!

Nearly sunset, umakyat kami sa summit, dumilim, umulan, dumulas ang daan, masaya pa rin! kaya lang hanggang dun lang ako sa isang bato kasi nangingisay nako sa lamig nanginginig na kamay ko baka madulas ako paakyat nung cguro 65 degrees na malaking bato pero ganda din pa rin view! nasa ibabaw ko lang yung clouds, hanggang sa gabi na, umuulan pa rin! isa isa nang bumaba at nag slide! 6 lang kami sa second group na bumaba, tapos head lang yung may maayos na flashlight (by the way, si Buzz Lightyear yun yung flashlight ko! you're DA MAN Buzz! pero hindi ako yung nasa unahan), madilim, umuulan, matarik, ang sarap talaga mag slide. bloody muddy! sugat sugat sa bamboo thorns (eh ikaw ba naman gusto mong bumagsak tuloy tuloy pababa oh kumapit nalang sa bamboo kahit puro tusok!), at KAA pa (ay di naman sobrang bloody, err.. wala palang blood =]). tapos pinagtatawanan daw kami ng mga dwarves, tapos yung isang tentmate ko may nakitang ermitanyo, yung isa white lady yung isa capre, dami pang iba, pero lahat daw yun eh "GOOD" naman daw =] (Thank you Lord!).

next morning, daan kaming falls! sarap pala ng tubig kahit lasang sand kapag uhaw na uhaw kana =] meron pako dito gusto mo?! tapos wala na lakad na ulit hanggang sa =(( uwian na, wala ng putik =((. next time ulit! (SAMA KO!)
uhh, !@#$%&*() SAYA!
UB40 - red red wine; Weezer - island in the sun; Big Mountain - baby I love your way

I GOT INTERVIEWED! a close encounter with an.. an.. American girl with a very American accent!

2004-10-01T21:02:00.000+08:00

I GOT INTERVIEWED!! for 15 seconds!! and err the camera isn't on =D. Here's the real story:

The international ads screening at cinema 2, gb 3 was finished (thank you sistah for inviting me to come and watch.. and the lemonade too!), so we left the theater.. my sister has to finish something, so I roamed and looked at the showcased print ads at the lobby. I think there was only three of us looking around. Suddenly this American girl reporter with her cameraman rushed to me and asked me for an interview. So I asked "for what?", carrying an oh-please-not-me-NOT-ME! smile at the same time. She answered (in a very American accent) "It's for the events....."... I never heard the succeeding words (although I just acted as if I'm attentively listening) 'cause I'm already thinking of an excuse. So I said "Can i pass?" still with a smile but this time an i'm-not-a-media-person-im-not-the-one-youre-hunting-for kind of smile, but she refused saying "oh c'mon" and she smiled to me like a very pacute girly girl. and then i think the cameraman started to prepare and turn on his gizmo, maybe his thinking im giving in. so I got so nervous (that I wanted to run and hide from them and never go to greenbelt again unless she and his cameraman were reported dead. oops its just a thought *knock* *knock*). I know its just a short interview and i wanted to say yes but but but im afraid of my grammar and my English is so basic, and HELLO! there's a videocam! so i begged "oh please please" and i pacutely smiled. We kept throwing different smiles at each other, the battle of the smilies. At least she didn't pushed it anymore, she smiled back (this time like a goody good big sister) and said "okay okay that's fine". I thanked her and she smiled again. a very very big sigh for me.

arrghhh.. i hate myself! thats an opportunity! what if Michael Pitt get to watch me (dream on.)! or Billy Corgan (and then ill show him my UKMATIS)! or the hobbits! haha.. arghhhhhh.. i just blew it. screw me! ggrr.. but hey i still got kinda interviewed, even if its just for a few seconds and even if the camera isn't on =D.

p.s. pasensya na sa english +D

unpredictable eh?

2004-09-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

ive done a thing or two that seemed so unbelievable to people who knew me.. and thus calling me the unpredictable girl. nanana.. it's something unpredictable but in the end it's right.. i hope you had the time of your life.

Look! a Cabbage Patch Kid!

2004-09-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

and he's alive!

a black and white cabbage patch kid pic

oOoh nice shirt!

a resting cabbage patch kid

and a singing cabbage patch kid

UKMATIS.

2004-09-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

this has nothing to do with Ugly Kid Joe and/or the Smashing Pumpkins, just a piece done out of boredom.

"Ugly Kid Moe & the Infinite Sadness" - written just last night.

Ugly kid Moe died last summer.
Suicide they said, that poor silly boy.
Only three had seen the scene, his mother, a police, and her.
It was a state of total shock. The whole town suddenly stopped moving.

The police stared blankly for an hour.
Til he gained consciousness, he immediately called for help.
So terrified with the seen horror, he rode the car, grabbed the thing and... Bang!

The mother never dropped a tear, nor screamed or showed any feeling.
She actually died earlier than the cop.
She froze, turned white, and stared at nothing forever.
With eyes not blinking, that's what I mean.

The third witness, the girl who lived.
The only scene-survivor, six years old and not even horrified.
She told me all about her brother, the Tale of Kid Moe and the Infinite Sadness.

She said "he said he was ugly and he was nothing but a booby".
Every human bullied him, even angels laughed at him.
He liked this girl only she didn't. Only her little sister felt him dear.
From then on he became so ill. Locked the door, it said "PLS DON"T COME IN!".

He wanted to see the world no more, Felt hungry, felt ugly, felt useless and everything.
He tasted a toe, liked it and munched it, til he blindly ate up his whole body.
The only leftovers are his body pieces that he can't reach.
No wonder all who saw him last, died like him too.
From then on, nobody laughed.

hard to explain.

2004-09-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

people treat you as if you're from kiddie prison or nowhere land (where I don't know everything or I know things but the other way around - as if I'm fucking crazy!). If I have a hundred hands I bet I would have shown em (people I'm talkin about) a hundred fuck you's. In their faces. Thanks to the inventor of 'dreaming' at least I get to escape this junkyard and other places that I hate. But that isn't helping, it's just.. dreaming. You see in my reality, it's either I look so angry that I'm ready to kill someone or I'm too happy (extreme emotions) and the people around me - either fucking !#$%^&* at me or fucking !#$%^&* at me (why don't you ask Him!). You will never ever guess that. so just buzz off. I don't really hate em but i just don't wanna be with em. arghh I bet no one will understand.

Alright, so this is another (or is this the first?) post of what-the-heck-posts.

On the other side, wopee, DLSU won. *cheers* =]

Kurt Cobain & his Last Days.

2004-08-30T21:36:00.000+08:00

dinakomakapagintayyyy = "Last Days" starring Michael Pitt directed by Gus Van Sant (Finding Forrester). About Nirvana!! Bleahh...

click clicks!:
killermovies news
billboard news
more news!

the tenth companion.

2004-08-26T16:27:00.000+08:00

he's a hobbit and he's Tom Chaplin. I drew him wearing a hobbit costume. And i did that after listening to Keane for hours. Tom's voice is like porcelain, his face too.

Michael Pitt's next. (fansite coming soon.)

I want to watch the "The Dreamers" not because of the xxx scenes I just think it's a "beautiful" movie. heh

chubby cheeks.

2004-08-24T22:13:00.000+08:00

Here are the chubby-cheeked billy boys i wish to marry (Two at the same time?!?). blah.

Michael Pitt's pics from ihatethehead.s5.com.

(the chubby-cheeked in red shirt)
Keane's pic from keaneshaped.co.uk

Billy Elliot.

2004-08-22T02:00:00.000+08:00

i should have watched it alone. * kept talking over and over. again. sorry, but I don't think I'll miss that. really. haha. you can't understand what i'm talking about! except if your *him* or *HER!*. *whistles*. Blahhh

Brit music is.

2004-08-19T16:56:00.000+08:00

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